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New Year's WishThe New Year came and so far nothing really interesting happened, nothing changed. Somehow I still have the feeling that things are going to turn around. Something good is coming my way. I see so many moments of laugh and so much love that is still to come. I also see people leaving. As always, I’m staying. One way or another, sadly, I’m feeling used to this. I’m already used to this taste that I've been tasting for so long; I've always been missing something or somebody or actually so many things and so many people.I feel a heartbeat, it’s like little by little it’s coming back to life. A heart full of scars nevertheless stronger than ever. Something good is coming. That doesn’t mean no tears, I also understand that it doesn’t mean no pain. I feel hope again and as some other four letters word, I thought it was gone. I fell calm, relaxed. And maybe things are not going to change as fast as I expect. Maybe things are not going to changed at all once I open my eyes. Although, the positivism is filling me again, I’m embracing being, as I always was, a dreamer.
Love, Secrets, Lies...Somehow some people think that their lies are never going to be discovered. Nevertheless, besides fooling other people, they are fooling themselves. In the end, at least in theory, everybody knows the truth always appears. It has those who say they lied to protect somebody. Others might say it was the fear of losing something or somebody. There’re people whom just don’t know how to live reality. Some get addicted, others may think is fun.What kind of protection can somebody offer with a lie? Maybe the person was protecting herself/himself, maybe she/he was the one not prepared to share the truth. To be able to protect somebody or something you have to LOVE. It’s all about love. With no love, there’s no protection, there’s no respect and much less trust.Dishonesty with the people you love is already a lost. What do you think is going to happen once this beloved person discovers? I bet just like you, she/he would have loved you to be sincere to her/him. Yes, the liar has the risk of telling the truth and the other person never looking to her/his face again. But it’s a risk that should be taken. Sooner or later it’s going to happen, and will feel good having a clean conscience. Mistakes happen, and the consequences are going to come, the best thing to do is accepting the consequences and work on it.Living a fairy tale must be awesome. But must be very hurtful to be forced to wake up and see reality. Even worst must be noticing all the time wasted, and that instead of dreaming, this person should be working on how to live that dream. Once the cycle of friendship and truth are broken everything is lost. Lies are just not a big enough of a blanket.
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